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My Bloody Valentine I'm standing at the window, watching you. You don't see me. Besides the fact I'm dressed completely in black your too oblivious to the world. Your staring at him, a mix of lust and love in your eyes. The way you used to look at me. I bristle in anger as the rain hits the hood of my hoodie. I want to slam the glass with my fists, to cause him pain. I control my urge though. He has it coming to him. I recognize this scene. Our first date went just the same. It makes me wonder how often you do this, but I don't care. This is the poor sucker I caught. You won't suffer too much of a loss. In the end, I'll always be there.

I begin to walk to myMy Bloody Valentine by ~nomad1316
Forever Gone I do blame you for everything
I don't belive I'll be alright
I don't belive I'll be okay
I can't belive how you took him away
I do hate you more every day
No matter how hard I try
You'll always be there
In my thoughts and in my nightmares
How much longer will I have to suffer
Living this life day after day
Wondering when I will stop hurting
You took something that will never come back
When will these tears stop falling from my eyes
I miss him so much
That some days I want to die
Now he's gone up to Heaven
Given wings to fly
So I hope you feel guilty
I hope you feel bad
'Cause I'm never gonna forgive you
You took an innForever Gone by ~nomad1316
My friend... You saved me
From the evil and hatred
That took control of my life
You've helped me through my darkest times

I could never express in words
How much you truly mean to me
You always say the sweetest things
When my day has gone bad
You know what I'm going to say
Before I even say a word.

You're always there for me
No matter what happens
And when I get scared
You chase my fears away.

You amaze me
Day after day
With your never failing faith.

I wish I had the courage
And strong faith that you have
You've never given up on me
Even when I gave up on myself.

And when I think that I can't make My friend... by ~nomad1316
Give Me A Way Out I need to slice across the vein,
release the pain i can't cry,
coz i know that i can't die.
but i'd love to see your face,
when i wrote a goodbye note,
signed with a sarcastic smile,
wont it hurt you so bad bitch.
I know I love him but hes yours
im lying too good to be true,
and i wish i was so much more like you
I lied and said I loved that guy,
so much pain but less than the truth.
and im running out of time
the pressure is too much.
Expectation are way too high,
its hurting me inside but i cant say,
it would break you all too much,
and that would be unfair coz you have only ever loved me.
Yeah, you are both the few whGive Me A Way Out by ~nomad1316
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Am I sweet?-
Am I crazy?-
Am I lovable?-
Am I funny?-
Am I ugly?-
Am I psycho?-
Am I annoying?-
Am I a good person?-

******Would You******
Hug me?-
Miss me if i was gone?-
Listen to my problems?-
Hug me if i cried?-
Be a good friend?-

******If You Could...******
Give me a new name it would be?-
Do one thing with me it would be?-
Drop me one piece of advice it would be?-

******Just A Few Questions******
What do u like about me?-
What do u hate about me?-
What is my best quality?-

1. Who are you?-
2. Do you have a crush on me?-
3. Are we good friends?-
4. Do we know each other in real life?-
5. Am I hot?-
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  • Current Residence: my home. well, no,actually I would say my room.
  • Interests: manga, drawing, writing songs and poetry, singing,Sharp and Pointy Objects,
  • Favourite movie: Star Wars, The Ring, 1st & 2nd, a walk to remember, 2fast2furious, Titanic, Lord Of The Rings
  • Favourite band or musician: Evanesance, Linkin Park, Good Charlotte, MxPx, Blink-182, Social Distrotion, Rancid,The Cure, N.I.N
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock, Rap, uhh, Some Metal, pretty much whatever kinda mood I'm in.
  • Favourite artist: Nick & Ariez....I'm getting better. I drew this really cool pic last night.It's dark & depre
  • Favourite poet or writer: nick, my friend, ariez my friend, I guess myself?
  • Favourite photographer: my mom.
  • Favourite style of art: Umm I don't have one.
  • Operating System: *giggles* Rebull gives you wings!!!!!!!
  • MP3 player of choice: i-pod's ROCK!!!!!
  • Shell of choice: Oohhh...look, a knife!!!! YAY!!!
  • Wallpaper of choice: "Mother says I need to look more respectable." *stupid smile*
  • Skin of choice: "Hold on, you can make fun of me when I’m done making my point."
  • Favourite game: "I wanna ride on a magical piano!!" (Talking about the vanessa carlton video)
  • Favourite gaming platform: "Did I mention I'm allergic to everything?"
  • Favourite cartoon character: MIGHTY MOUSE ROCKS!!!! lol.
  • Personal Quote: 1. "I can disappear watch" *gets up out of seat and leaves*, 2. "I like to rip tags o
  • Tools of the Trade: "What the?? The damn voices are talking!!"

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~heyhou Jul 13, 2006
Hi ya! :wave: :D

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I do what the voices in my head tell me to do :D
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~nomad1316 Jan 14, 2006
Guess what ppl??? Not that anyone will really care, but last night @ 8:11pm, my great grandma died...she had lung cancer and other health problems. I miss her so much that I can't even cry.....I know that sounds stupid. *sighs* My dad isn't doing very well. I HATE being 13!! I already hate this fucked up year. I HATE MY FUCKED UP LIFE!!!!! *runs into room and just stays there doing absolutely nothing* * sighs* I think I'm gunna go and write some poetry. I'll keep ya'll updated. Latrz
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~nomad1316 Jan 10, 2006
they have no idea about what its like to be me to have to put on a front every day to pretend to be ok when im actually screaming crying dying inside to be aching aching to be loved aching to be wanted aching for a proper life a proper life one free from pain rejection loneliness to just wake up one morning and be beautiful and loved that is my dream
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~nomad1316 Jan 6, 2006
ok... have you guys ever felt like you life is at a standstill? nothin is good but yet.. nothin is totally bad you just feel like shit constantly and you don't wanna be here.. and you feel like no one cares.. even though they do but you dont want them to cuz you dont want the attention on you....but yoou dnt wanna loose em as friends.. and ppl just keep lecturing yoyu cuz your in a bad mood constantly when i use to be so good and covering it up... and now i cant.. cuz i dont have enough energy to do nething... no sports, not even hangin wit friends... and my sleeping patterns and eating patterns are all fucked up.. im just lost and i don't know what to do or think.. and normally i can cut and it jst goes away at night so i can sleep and then i'll think bout it the next day but cutting helps me cover it for a while but now cutting isnt workin.. what do i do?
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~nomad1316 Dec 5, 2005
:headbang: ROCK ON!! All i hear is: :blahblah: :floating: LOL, Red Bull gives you wings!! :stab: lol, this is fun!! DIE!! bonk: *laughs* finger: *shouts* "F*** YOU!!!" stupidme: *starts banging head on wall* :sunnysideup: eggs scare me. chainsaw: *evil laugh* DIE CLOWNS!!! :cheese: i like chesse! :sing: *starts singing* "you are beautiful, no matter what they say, words can't bring you down..." :crazy: lol, i'm CRAZY!!! :skullbones: Awesum!! :penguin: lol, it's Andy... slamhead: ow,ow,OWWWWW!!! this is fun, ow... :dance: i'm doing the Happy Dance!! :boogie: let's boogie!! mwahaha: "'Mwahahahahha!!! I'm going to attack the world with Demon Teddy Bears!!!" heartbreaker: i break million of hearts every day!!! yeah, right! star: I want Rock Star REAALLY bad!! :flagcanada: Canada ROCKS!! my grandparents live there! :spyedvsjark: "FIGHT!!!" backstab: I've been stabbed in the back my whole life by everyone that i've ever known, and i still am getting lied to. poke: ha ha, i poked you!! :keiross: weeee....:tombstone: R.I.P. Tino. I will always love you and will always miss you. I just wish thatyou weren't the one who got killed by some ficking bastard. I'm proud to call you my cousin, we ALL miss you and miss you. *wipes eyes from crying, also gets a bad headache*
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~Kafiea Dec 9, 2005
wow you sound deppressed what are you on red bull or rock star? Pengiwns are evil!!!! *points at andy* :poke: poked you back, dont be sad.... :hug: wish you were feeling better, im sorry... Yay!! I'll dance with you too :dance: :Boogie: :dance: :Boogie: :dance: :Boogie: :dance: :Boogie: :dance: :Boogie::dance: :Boogie::dance: :Boogie::dance: :Boogie:
>>>> lookie this smilly looks kinda like you :phae: see hes got your pretty hair kinda... well its close....
Yay CANADAS COOL!!!
:float: read bull gives you wings
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~nomad1316 Nov 29, 2005
yay!! i've been hugged!! *i feel so special* i'mdone now. weeeee... i'm bored....& want it to be tomorrowso i can see you and Nick & go to awana!! :)
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~Kafiea Dec 2, 2005
lol but tomorrows already past... heh, :D Yay! hugs!
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~Kafiea Nov 28, 2005
:hug: :glomp: Hug: :glomp: :hug: :glomp: Hug: :glomp: :hug: :glomp: Hug: :glomp: :hug:

YOU HAVE BEEN HUGGED!!!

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)


*dingding* RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You can't hug the person more than 3 times
3- You -MUST- hug 6 other people
4- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page! c'mon..don't be scared of public displays of affection
5- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
6- You should most definitly get started hugging right away!
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